I sat in 80 degree weather, in a parked car for over an hour today. I was staring at the gym, but I just couldn’t bring myself to go in. I’ve been having so many good days, I’m not sure what happened. My mood just changed, and I had a sobbing fit. It wasn’t anything in general that caused the shift, and I couldn’t pinpoint the exact emotions swirling around my head. From time to time I still get depressed, even though I’m progressing so well. It’s confusing. I’ve cried less from this brain tumor than I have over a bad breakup.

I never did make it into the gym. I sweat enough in the car that I feel like I burnt a decent amount of calories, I was certainly dehydrated that’s for sure. Luckily Danny is extremely patient with me. When I got home he coaxed me to take a walk. I’m not exactly feeling great, but on a scale of 1 to 10 that started as a -1 my happiness factor rose to 3. If Danny wasn’t here I would probably be wallowing in bed. Not a pretty thought.

Here’s Danny making me take a walk tonight….